So much of my thought time is spent looking back and trying to remember, as best as possible, what things were like when I was young and most things seemed magical. The idea is, if I can remember those things well enough, perhaps I can reclaim a bit of that magic and harness it for creative purposes- and perhaps a little bit of additional peace and calm in my regular world as well.
Plus, looking back is cathartic. I have grown to understand why old people seem to do it so often.
For the most part, these glorified memories hover somewhere in the 1980s, and many of them are tied up in the movies of my youth: the Star Wars and Indiana Jones films, Back to the Future, Ghostbusters, ET...
This afternoon, I sat down and for the first time, watched Poltergeist from beginning to end. I'm not exactly sure why I've never done this before. It's probably because I am a big pussy and for some reason, the younger me had made the assessment that this film was the most horrifying movie ever made.
But wow- it's a good movie, and absolutely part of the Spielberg cannon (apparently he de facto directed the movie, though Tobe Hooper got the credit- the web has a ton of lore about this). And it's also right up there with ET in showing, better than anything else, what my childhood looks like in my mind's eye.
The houses, the cars, the way the people dress and look, the way the kids' rooms are decorated (healthy doses of Star Wars paraphernalia)... the overall tone of "contemporary" life as portrayed in Poltergeist and ET speaks right to the heart of what I remember my magical life being like.
I guess another way of saying this would be that when Steven Spielberg was at the point of his life that I am now, he was making movies that captured the wonder and imagination (and the mundane details) of what the world was like to me when I was as old as his childhood protagonists.
I don't know if I actually made my point there, but I've got a lot of sentimentality tied up in Steven Spielberg. And Poltergeist is a pretty solid exhibit of all of this. I suppose that's my point.